So last time I posted, I was in the midst of some childish bull that I honestly have almost forgotten about. HA Like that situation is like...something you would read in a book for me. Like it's completely distant. That's not on some, ya know, "I'm hiding my pain so I'm gunna act tough" typa ish neither. It's on some "damn I can't believe this is actually me - wait when did this happen?" - typa ish. HA.
Anna - wow - long gone. Katie - WOW - what a perfect match. I know I know. You're probably like, man wait a minute. On the last post you said that Anna loved you. Well, whatever. Who cares. I love Katie. Yep, I said it. And yeah we've been going out for about four months. Loving every bit of it. She has elevated my expectations of what I thought love SHOULD be. I don't even think that I have tapped into a footnote of what we will be. Good lord, it gets me excited. I just can't believe that out of that childish situation she just stepped right in and has blown me away.
To make a long story short about the Anna situation though. Her friend called me and told me that Anna had been cheating on me with her [friends] brother. Don't really...yeah I do. His name is Daryl. Sorry if I'm putting cat's on blast. Whatever I don't care. Anyways, so Katie just so happened to be there. At the time, Anna and I had been split for like, I dunno 3 weeks? So Katie Brandon and I were just chillin'. Blah blah blah...Anna, as usual sent me some crazy ass pictures..telling me she's gunna kill herself and all this shit. She sent me pictures of her slitting her wrists. I said F it - I sent it to her sis. Who in tern sent it to her mom. That was the end of that bull.
So all this screwing around is going on (oh, Daryl hit that s*** raw) so I decide everybody needs to get checked out. This fool Daryl tries to say that I HAVE AN STD and I'm trying cover it up by using this as a convenient excuse. I guess my apathy in the situation translated that I was relieved to hear this news or something. Anyways, we all get tested. Daryl has Ghonnorea (sp). Aint that some shit. Glad me and Anna didn't mess around for a month prior. So after that it gets blurry. I don't really remember what happened between me and Anna. I think I just stopped responding. She still hasn't gotten the picture. I still get random Myspace messages saying her and her "boyfriend" likes my music lol. Like come on now. Who cares - about you and your boy. It's funny because when people ask me about her and even me writing this, I sometimes forget her name.
But after all this STD stuff fall break comes around. I spontaneously decided to drive to Norman Oklahoma to visit Katie - my new prospect. :-D. Man I had the time of my life. She treated me so good. I had a blast just sitting there watching movies and talking. We went to the OU / MU game. Good game. It was amazing seeing that SEA of red. Crazy how crowds work. But I digress. We continue to talk and I mean she's so perfect for.
She has a certain glow, a warm smile, and eagerness to learn and a keen sense of touch - not to mention a perfect kiss. Literally, she blow everything I thought was good and thought was POSSIBLE out of the water. She makes IMPOSSIBILITY a possibility. It's amazing. She supports my music. I support her endeavors to reform education. I don't care what any of you are thinking. Katie and I will get married. There's been millions of times when I was with Anna and I'm like good GOD I wish I was single. I have never thought that in my mind. I even thought that with the once beloved Melissa, who was cherished as my first love.
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Man did I hear some shit about MELISSA tonight though. I won't spread this shit. It's too much. I just can't do it. I have somewhat of a respect for Mel.
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Anyway, Katie is so magnificent. I don't want to describe her on here. Man it's such an injustice but just know that we'll always be together.
Until next time. Peace.
Anyway, Katie is so magnificent. I don't want to describe her on here. Man it's such an injustice but just know that we'll always be together.
Until next time. Peace.
